Sounds to me like you need to work on maintaining your sense of wonder.

My first computer (Apple II) was amazing. When I saw Lisa (and the Mac) and its WYSIWYG interface I thought it was amazing. When Steve showed the original iPhone I thought that was amazing.

My first interaction with ChatGPT felt amazing, as did the first time I put on Apple's Vision Pro.

Were any of those things fully realized? Nope.

But they were, and are, tantalizing hints of things yet to be...